RESUUUUUULT!!!! a minor victory but this morning....62.9kg on the scales! I'm gonna take it, even though .9 is only 100gms down from 63.0...i'm gonna take it! i only hope that tomorrow its not gone back up again!!!
I wonder if the reason i haven't been losing weight is muscle? i am more aware now of new muscles in my body than i have ever been in my life. Even if they are still hiding under fat i can feel them forming and some becoming hard. they always say that when weight loss slows down it can be muscle showing up on the scales. well if that is so then the weight loss should be picking up again?
Anyway i'm pretty happy. I had wanted to see that number 62 at least four days ago but four days late isn't too bad in the scheme of things! Felt like i was stuck for a long time but it wouldn't have been quite a week. Just when you weigh yourself every morning it feels like a long time...i haven't been 62 probably when i sped past it when 6months pregnant or 6 odd years ago when Eldest was three. Cant wait to see what 61 looks like!
18 days til the wedding, i can do it i know i can! i know i will stray off diet that night and hens night, but if i try to do it with dignity ie eat tiny amounts of forbidden things instead of stuffing my face until i'm sick i should be OK Ill just have to remind myself of the steak incident because i don't want to be that sick again! Hens night is just nibbles but wedding will be a sit down meal. meat is my friend! besides ill be wearing god awful tuck in underwear and heels so i wont want to eat too much in case i topple over.
Am off to see a friend with her 3 kids plus my three, am taking a delish caramel slice but i WILL abstain, take my protein bar and pretend its chocolate!
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