Plodding along as usual. Yesterday i thought i had a slip up, i had stayed at 59.8kg but was just pleased i hadn't gained. Then a bizarre thing happened, we found a lost pram and the lady was so pleased she bought us a big box of DAIRY MILK chocolates....how hard were they to resist? i don't know because i ate like 7 of them. Ooops! anyway fueled by guilt i decided to do a 3rd run of the day last night, which made a total of 75mins running yesterday! And lo and behold i had lost 300gms and am now down to 59.5kg!
Small loss but so rapt. Today at toddler music i had two friends say how skinny i was looking and my tummy was flatter and bum looked good! So nice when people notice.
Then went to supermarket and had a bad time, just got so depressed at all the yummy things-maybe its all the xmas choccies etc all put out on display but i just felt wretched and wished i could just stuff them all in my gob and bugger the diet. Another moment of "its not fair, some people can eat all the junk they like and not gain anything" BANE OF MY LIFE!!!!!
Anyway it was just a bad day that way, not a major and it wont happen at the supermarket every time. I have decided i want to reach 57kg by christmas- i think that is a reasonable goal...i only hope i could lose another one or two by the time we go on our beach holiday with our friends. last year i was about 64kg when we went away. surprisingly i didn't feel i was too big back then, i was relatively happy, maybe because i was so excited to be nearly married. this year all going well i will be 8kg lighter! And more comfy in my togs. That's a biggie, the togs. Our local pool is just a 2min walk from our house...i am dreading going because loads of mums up here are so skinny and i don't want to be the Doughboy next to them.
ARGGHHH Summer Woes! Heat is no good when you are overweight either.
i cant wait for my scales to tell me i am a healthy weight. They have been saying OVERWEIGHT for so long...a healthy weight is a BMI of 24.9 or less, i am now 25.8 so am well on my way! Not sure at what weight they will say i am healthy though.
On another note i made a delish dinner last night that even the rest of the family ate... chicken and veges in a lettuce wrap. Was so tasty and felt like i was eating a kebab! Def making that again.
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